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It's been a year, since you were here
I still remember the day, that you passed away
I remember the tears, that we all shared
I know you had a lot of pain, but it just wasn't the same
Not having you here with me, I don't want that to be
April 2, 2002, I didn't know what to do
I've only known you for 14 years, but it still wasn't clear
How much i needed you, but then you already flew
When you were here I didn't appreciate, but now I'm trying to recreate
To this day i still remember that feel, but now I'm trying to heal
I still remember your face, no one can ever take your place
I remember your funeral, it was beautiful
But now I know you're with the angels now, i know this is a bit foul
But I'm selfish, for you to breathe again that's my wish
But i know you're going to suffer, and that's going to be tougher
So I'm ready to let you go.
RIP gGrams. It's been a while. I still remember that day that you went away. I can never forget. No words needed. go do your thing.
damns
tears.
-Shorty
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[7.03.pm]
A lil' something i made ups. xD. i was type bored todays. xP
Remember last Christmas? when you told me who you missed?
Was it all about me? or was it the other shorty?
Sometimes you confuse me, but then it helps me to see
That we have no future, and damn boy i was so sure
That you'll be by my side, but i know it's all a lie
Telling me how we gon be, but then you turn around and leave
How i feel for you is unconditional, damn boy i was even at your hospital
I was there for you during your breakup, waiting for us to hookup
But you never came through, always saying you had something to do
Are you blind? or is this just a sign?
That we ain't supposed to be togeter, not now, not forever
I know you got a log on your mind, but hey, if all you need is time
Waited for eight years, but it's not like you care
I was there during your graduation, giving you standing ovation
You were there during my first fight, saying everything's gon be alright
You were always coming through, when I was feeling the blues
You taught me techniques, telling me i was unique
Teaching me all the skills, telling me what i needed to build
You are always my first, I'm not trying to be thirst
But you know that night in November? Do you remember?
You gave me a surprise, baby i thought i was goin to cry
You stole my heart away, but shouldn't have if you weren't gon stay
I'm feeling so much confusion, it's like an illusion
None of this is fake, Do you even know what's at stake?
My heart, mind and soul, why you acting so cold?
I wanted to be your wife, be apart of your life
Going through our wedding day, but you know what? it's okay
I wanted to see you smile, when we have our first child
In sickness and in health, despite the wealth
This is not an option, it's a situation
I know you're not ready, so let's just take it easy.
 Your shorty
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